Taking It Personally Character - Walking the Dimensions
FEAR Dimension - The most prominent
fear I experience in relation to the Taking It
Personally Character, is when/as someone is pin-pointing something that
needs/requires
change/direction,
I immediately/instantaneously take it personally from the
perspective
that I
experience this
person deliberately/purposely pin-pointing what
needs/requires
change/direction
as some form/way to make me experience myself as less than to the point
that it compounds/fuels/powers itself, wherein I see myself as less
than/inferior/stupid, therefore,
I am immediately taking it personally
from the perspective that I
judge/diminish
myself in the moment - instead of considering/taking into
consideration/account that even if this/person did
purposely/deliberately pin-point something that needs/requires
change/direction to be/become superior/good/right, it is actually valid in the end, because as long as I
am experiencing/participating/reacting to someone/something outside
myself, it is ME at the end of the day that self-created the point that I
am facing a certain way, wherein I make the choice/
decision to react in the moment/breath/chance/opportunity that is
here/has always been here.
So, fascinating how I've allowed myself to immediately/instantaneously
take someone's practical insight to actually change/transform myself, I
in actuality make the choice/decision to experience/participate/react in
this less than persona to the point that I see myself as less
than/inferior/stupid, therefore, I must immediately look at the
polarity play-out
that is occurring in this instance, obviously, if I don't take a
moment/breath/chance/opportunity that is here/has always been here to
actually consider/take into consideration/account what someone is
bringing forth, is a very cool opportunity for myself to see
who I am
in a moment, from the perspective to see if I in actuality am clear as
breath to in-fact here the person's words and make the choice/decision
to align myself to what needs/requires change/direction or if I am
abdicating
my self-responsibility by/through immediately/instantaneously to react
in a moment, because I apparently no better than the person that is
pin-pointing something that needs/requires direction, because obviously
if I am making the choice/decision to react in the moment, then I really
do require change/direction to/towards the point, I mean, if I were to
remain clear in the moment, then my stance would one and equal
to/towards the point that is being mentioned in the first place,
therefore, I have to look at the polarity play-out that is occurring: I
am reacting to someone pin-pointing something that I need/require
change/direction from/as their perspective, and so I will react
by/through experiencing myself as less than/inferior/stupid because I in
actuality want/desire the person to see me as more
than/superior/intelligent, wherein the that
moment/breath/chance/opportunity that is here/has always been here, I
will immediately react in the
assumption/perception
that the person that is mentioning this point, is more
than/superior/intelligent, because I see myself as less
than/inferior/stupid on my end, because I immediately/instantaneously
assume/perceive that I should've already knew that from/as the get go,
because it's after all myself at the end of the day that makes the
choice/decision to who I am throughout my day to day basis, therefore, I
didn't see, realize/understand that it's important for me to actually
take others perspectives seriously, because this brings up the point of
sharing and realizing that we all have different experiences throughout
our lives, and so were going to have different perspectives to bring up
in the moment to bring about actual real self-change/transformation to
no longer play the game that I am inferior/stupid/less than just because
I didn't take the chance/breath/opportunity that is here/has always
been here simply on taking other's perspectives personally to remain
spiteful and all-knowing, wherein it was all bullshit in the end,
because it was just another ME/character/personality.
I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to participate/experience/react
in FEAR
to/towards the Taking It Personally Character, when/as someone is
pin-pointing something that needs/requires change/direction, within this
I immediately/instantaneously take it personal, from the perspective
that I experience myself as less than/inferior/stupid, because I
assume/perceive that the other person is bringing the point forth to
make me experience myself as less than/inferior/stupid - instead of
seeing/realizing/understanding
that it doesn't matter if the person is purposely/deliberately bringing
the point fourth to make me experience myself as less
than/inferior/stupid, because nobody can ever/never will be able to make
me experience myself a certain way, I am the one that makes the
choice/decision in every moment of every breath, therefore, it doesn't
matter if the person is purposely/deliberately wanting/desiring for me
to experience/participate/react to/towards their point that is coming
forth, this is merely showing/revealing to myself who I am in the face
of other's perspectives in the moment/breath/chance/opportunity that is
here/has always been here, therefore, I now see, realize and understand
that it's NEVER about the person that is brining up the point in the
moment, BUT, who I am in relation to the point that is presenting
itself, and so when/as I am seeing myself making the choice/decision to
immediately/instantaneously take what the person is stating personal, I
immediately/instantaneously see/realize/understand that it's never about
anyone else, BUT, who I am in relation to the point that is coming
forth in a moment, therefore, I allow myself to stop,
breathe
and bring myself back HERE, I do NOT accept or allow myself to
continuously experience/participate/react within and as an
persona/personality/ME/character that is only
trying/attaining/attempting to be/become more than/superior/intelligent
to NOT equalize and see, realize, understand that in the moment when/as I
am making the choice/decision to react within and as an
persona/ME/character/personality, I am making the choice/decision to
play-out a polarity game that will inevitably lead to self-sabotage and
compromise,
because I am merely trying/attaining/attempting to be/become more
than/superior/intelligent, therefore, I am only remaining spiteful,
because one
energy point cannot exist without the other, and so the game of less than/inferiority/stupidity precedes itself.
When and as I see myself taking something personal to/towards the person
that is bringing up the point in the moment, I stop, I breathe and I
bring myself back HERE, I now see, realize and understand that it's
NEVER about the person, BUT, who I am within and as the point that is
coming forth, therefore, it's obviously pointless/meaningless for me to
react/experience/participate at all, because it's an awesome door of
opportunity for me to see/realize/understand within and as common-sense
to NOT continuously disregard someone's perspectives because I
want/desire to be/become more than/superior/right, and so I am only
being spiteful, therefore, I now see, realize and understand that it's
important/crucial within and as my
process
to be/become humble to in-fact realize/understand/investigate that
taking other people's perspectives is not about being right/wrong, BUT,
learning to assist/support each other as we would want from ourselves,
and so sharing is certainly caring, because without all of here as this
world/reality, then there would be absolutely no learning to actually
grow as human beings, therefore, I commit myself to
investigate/realize/understand that everyone in this world/reality faces
different experiences and obstacles, and so were obviously going to
have different perspectives for each other, and this is not in anyway an
good/bad thing, BUT, an awesome opportunity to learn from each other to
actually in-fact growth, NOT, from/as an
knowledge/information
stand-point, BUT, to take away awesome realizations from others to
be/become practically applied within and as this world-system to
actually walk the talk.
I now see, realize and understand that the only way I am/can ever in-fact actually re-birth myself here within and as
this Life,
is to actually let go of my ego to in-fact get real with myself,
because my spitefulness to merely be seen as another
ME/character/personality is purely bizarre, I mean, if I actually allow
myself to just be/become humble to share/express myself within and as
another and so forth, then there would be no polarity games at all, no
competition
of/as being right/wrong, BUT, simply showing/revealing an point to
another as myself, therefore, I allow myself to get real by/through
remaining here as breath as
self-awareness
to in-fact trust myself in the moment/breath/chance/opportunity that is
here/has always been here, because it's not about who presented what
point to value and give definitions to ourselves a certain way, BUT, to
actually start learning from each other and grow as human beings to
realize that considering/taking into consideration someone else's
perspective/into account is a crucial/important form/way for me to ever
actually
purify myself here in this life, therefore, it's
time
for me to see/realize and understand that self-realization takes many
levels and remaining in an delusional stance of others revealing/showing
points that needs/requires change/direction is one of them, therefore,
Equality & Oneness cannot/and will never be able to be
individualized, because Equality & Oneness stands here eternally for
all as One as Equal,
Time to get Real.
To Be Continued...
