When
and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to go into judgment
towards myself in relation to my body is too disgusting within being
directed by/through the media: I stop participation in defining
myself as picture-presentations, by taking a breath and reminding
myself that I am here in my body in this moment and not in a
picture-presentation.
When
and as I see myself accepting and allowing the point of/as NOT
accepting my human physical body because its too disgusting within
being directed by/through the media: I stop participation in this
point to see that if I'm not accepting my human physical body I'm not
one and equal to/towards acceptance, therefore, I allow myself to see
that I must do redefinitions on the word, 'acceptance,' to actually
in-fact LIVE acceptance to a definition that is best for ALL and not
the acceptance that I'm currently living in my world and reality.
I
realize that when I'm defining myself as picture-presentations I'm in
actuality only limiting myself to be and become a picture, and that's
it. I'm limiting myself to be and become a holographic stimulation
and reacting within it all based on my pre-programmed conditionings
to what is, 'beautiful,' and, 'worthy.'
I
commit myself to walking this process into the physical without any
picture-presentations within/as acceptance, because I now see that
I'm limiting myself to be and become what is, 'beautiful,' and,
'worthy,' and within this will stop at nothing but to continuously
look/find something that will always make me seem, 'more,' because I
don't value life in any shape/form, therefore, I stop, I breathe and
I take my power back to see that there is nothing ever to be but only
seeing what is actually is here is all what I need to see.
I
commit myself to - when and as I see that I am accepting and allowing
myself to go into judgments about never having had sex with another
person because relationships scare me within the fear of being
intimate with myself as another, I realize that I will not accept and
allow my fear of self-intimacy as another to define who I am here in
this moment of breath, but that I will in the moment stand with
myself and realize that I am walking my process of redefining me to
walk/become/live/express my self equality and oneness, to finally let
the self-judgment go and accept myself within self-intimacy.
I
assist and support myself to - from this moment, transform the
self-judgment into and as a practical physical process, that I will
only walk in agreement with seeing/realizing/understanding,
'self-judgment,' as a gift to acceptance to assist/support myself
with ensuring that self-judgment does not just come as an act of not
accepting myself with consequence to myself and another but a
realization to learn, grow and expand from seeing that judgment is a
key point to understand what I am doing to myself.
I
realize that judging myself from my physical appearance, internally
and externally, is only holding myself from myself - and letting go
of/releasing my judgments is letting go of/releasing myself from
picture presentations, so that can walk here in every moment of
breath, standing equal - to and one with ourselves/me and each other
and start the process of life.
I
commit myself to slow down for myself to see that if I'm here, breath
by breath, in self-awareness, I can learn to realize for myself and
accept myself first, NOT dwelling on the self-judgment upon what I've
become in the past but consider what I can do now in this moment of
being, 'here,' in every moment of breath to finally see the process
of life.
I
commit myself to STOP defining myself from my physical appearance
this fear that I developed into having to judge myself and if I don't
I see/realize and understand this point then I MUST take into
consideration that I'm being and becoming a slave to beauty, I will
assist/support myself to allow space to grow, to develop, to expand
and allow myself to forgive past errors and past behaviors that don't
stand for the process of life.
Here,
I make a self-agreement within myself that when and as I see myself
judging myself over past errors and past behaviors, I stop, I breathe
and I bring myself back here. I breathe through the experience of not
looking a certain way and I direct it within myself firmly in the
realization that no matter what I look like, is equal to and one with
myself, in and as the delusional belief and acceptance of myself as
separate to my physical appearance, I allow myself to accept and
embrace my human physical body in humbleness to see/realize and
understand that I can change, 'who I am,' within, 'how I see,' my
physical body if I actually want too.
I
commit myself to take responsibility for NOT accepting my human
physical body, but NOT beat myself up for creating expectations for
myself that are only an idea – I stop, I breathe and I bring myself
back HERE to immediately look at the point for judging my human
physical body, and seeing/realizing and understanding what point I
have not become one and equal too, to make myself actually judge
myself for not looking a certain way.
When
and as I see myself partcipating in polarity games of/as
picture-presentations of people being, accepting, or,
'non-accepting,' I STOP, breathe and let go of my experience
of picture-presentations to/towards when people are being,
'accepting,' or, 'non-accepting,' in absolute self-honesty and stand
up, align myself back to myself and walk equal to and one with
everyone that I'm separating myself within picture presentations of
the polarity game of acceptance.
When
and as I see myself participating in beating myself up for NOT
accepting my human physical body – I stop, I breathe and I direct
myself to self-realize that NOT getting something, unless its
something that I don't need to survive in the physical to function is
actually bullshit, and actually is abusing/compromising, NOT actually
seeing/realizing and understanding what I've done and become.
I
commit myself to accept and embrace my human physical body in
humbleness to actually REALize I can change, 'who I am,' within my
human physical body if I actually want too.
I
commit myself to STOP the illusions that I've placed to/towards my
human physical body and making the mind-projections I have placed
to/towards my body be real within my mind to NOT see the actuality of
this reality and myself.
I
commit myself to become the living expression of self-acceptance as
life within/as my human physical body of equality and oneness –
being here within/as my physical body to see all as myself -realizing
then I am acceptance to NOT take my physical body for granted that
gives me the breath I breathe in and out.
I
commit myself to stand as self-acceptance as life to NOT continuously
use and abuse my human physical body within picture-presentations
to/towards when people are being, 'accepting,' or, 'non-accepting,'
to finally embrace EVERYTHING of myself.
I
commit myself to STOP the fear of my physical body through NOT
defining my body as something, 'disgusting,' or, 'worthless,' and to
get real and get in touch within/as myself to accept myself, once and
for all to get physical and practical.
I
commit myself to STOP the fear of physical body and to humble myself
and actually get real to see as long as I'm controlled by knowledge
and information I will NOT see life, therefore, I will NOT
continously use and abuse my human physical body within
picture-presentations to/towards when people are being, 'accepting,'
or, 'non-accepting,' to finally Live self-honesty to the absolute
utmost potential I can/and will and stand up and align myself back to
substance/life to walk one with everyone else that I'm separating
myself within picture-presentations the polarity game of acceptance.
I
commit myself to stop the inner war of seeing my body as a complete
separate part of myself that I've allowed myself to only see my body
as a weapon for others to see me as, 'beautiful,' or, 'worthy,' I
commit myself to investigate the inner-workings of myself as the
energetic experiences through looking at how I've separated myself to
such an extent to creating separate entities of/as myself, meaning,
I'm slit in two and I direct myself to stand stable and see that I
can assist and support myself and become ONE within myself; NO
spirituality and ascension only oneness and equality.
I
commit myself to forgive myself for abusing my body that is physical,
here and aware by investigating every aspect of me that I've defined
according to separation points I've allowed over-time.
I
commit myself to consider that I am equally responsible for the
thoughts, feelings and emotions that I was experiencing, no matter
how much I see myself as 'a victim, no matter how shitty I'm
experiencing myself as a being.
I
commit myself - to stand in breath when and as I'm abusing my body
within mind-projections to not accept and allow myself to NOT direct
myself within abusing my body within the backchat and
internal-external conflict energetic movements that I experience.
I
commit myself to show to myself that the body is life because it
allows me to even breathe when I'm inside my mind and listening to
the voices inside my head because I'm not serving my body as life in
any shape/form.
I
commit myself to NOT allowing the voices inside my head to condemn
life entirely within/as myself to see that I can rebirth myself here
as life to SEE the substance/life within/as myself that has been
waiting to wake up to NOT be and become abused and used to the voices
inside my head that I listen to make myself experience myself as,
'disgusting,' therefore, - I commit myself to STOP the inner war of
myself to finally breathe – When and as I'm abusing my body within
mind-projections to NOT accept and allow myself to NOT direct myself
to finally see how the voices inside my head are not serving my human
physical body nor myself as life in any shape/form to STOP the fear
of my physical body through NOT defining my body as something,
'disgusting,' or, 'worthless,' and to get real and get in touch
within/as myself to accept myself, once and for all to get physical
and practical.
I
commit myself to – when and as I see myself using and abusing the
past as definitions and values to/towards myself to NOT see that this
is a flag-point for myself to actually see that I'm fucking with
myself to NOT let go of/as the past, and to finally see that there is
nothing here but what is here now in this breath and in this very
moment.
